To Mr Charlie Bewley

I am high on life, high on a drug named Charlie.. Charlie Bewley, you are my personal brand of heroin

C is a great letter, there are so many great people whose names begin with a C (*winking* at @lickhimright) such as Carlisle Cullen, Chace Crawford ( both 2 C's!), and now you Charlie.

I paid a visit to Italy in search of a vampire I loved named Edward. (and yes I'm quoting him, to explain my feelings for you!) But then on one magical day I met a vampire named Demetri and my world changed beyond all recognition.

I have always been a Cullen girl, specifically a Carlisle Cullen girl. but you've made me seriously consider joining the Volturi, and that isn't an easy feat.. In fact, it's a frigging miracle.

I was just taking a stroll and you stood there leaning against those iron gates like a Greek God. How can one man be so beautiful. You said hello to me. And I think I died a little. You had me at hello.

I asked for a photo with you. You wrapped your strong arms around me and I melted into them. I could have happily stayed in those arms for eternity. I never wanted to let go. My hand rested on your hip, I couldnt resist moving it lower and touched your firm butt. Do you work out? You turned round and winked at me..I think I died and went to heaven.

Every time over the next few days we'd see each other, you'd come over to me (!!) and start talking, (were you, Rob and me the only British people there?) and I'd try so hard to concentrate, and not just drown in those deep blue eyes of yours. Aah yes, those eyes..that smile, the way you get dimples..you complete me. You make me whole.

I stared into his eyes, wide under the thick fringe of lashes, and yearned for sleep. Not for oblivion, as I had before, not to escape boredom, but because I wanted to dream. Maybe, if I could be unconcious, if I could dream, I could live for a few hours in a world where he and I could be together. (from Midnight Sun)

You've awoken feelings in me I'd forgotten I was capable of. *wink* You've brought me to life.

My life was an unending, unchanging midnight before I met you Charlie. You are my personal sun.

You made my week in Italy. It wouldn't have been the same without you Charlie. My heart aches for you. I can't wait til I see you again.

A man named Peter has always been my number one, but you've made me consider, for a brief moment, cheating on Peter. It takes a extra ordinary guy to do that. A guy like you.

I'm still Peter's girl. But I'll always have Italy. Those memories you've created will last for the rest of my life. You'll always be my weakness.

And as I can't find all the words to say how I feel about you, this song does it for me!





I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you


yours forever

Charliesgirl aka Holdhimdown aka Vampirefreak101